The sun coming up over the lake was beautiful on my run. Closing my eyes, taking in the morning air, tyring to control my breathing. It's going to be a blessed day.
Finally starting to feel like I can breath. Stress going down, blessing all around. Its goint to be a blessed weekend.
Ut oh. A hiccup in my happiness. A little business sanfu-well may a big snag. Blood pressure starts to rise. What are we gonna do now. He'll handle it, he says. How? I reply. And I start to cry. But life has to go on right.
I have to keep moving forward. So I start setting up deck and lawn furniture, and I cry.
I clean the kitchen, and I cry.
I finish the laundry, and I cry.
I take a shower, and let the tears run down my face into the drain.
I go to a meeting and gather myself in the car, cause I gotta contine movin foward. Back in the car, and I cry.
It WILL be alright. I know it will. I have faith, but today I just wasn't so strong and impervious to the hiccups of the journey we are on and I cried.
I weeped and then I prayed. It will be alright. I believe and have faith.
The extra bonus is that in 25 years, Ron has never failed to keep his word.
Today was hard, that rough exterior cracked and I cried, but it will be alright.
The TravelDiva
Lisa Steptoe
7/25/08
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You chose the perfect title for this post "It will be alright". Even though we know this sometimes we just need to have a good CRY!!
ReplyDeleteKeep your head up, and have a blast at the BBQ!
Let the tears flow. Sometimes a good old ugly cry will make you feel better.
ReplyDeleteI too, have faith that it will be alright. Smooches!
Sorry I'm just seeing this. Let's put it this way. Had I not read this today I would have never known you were feeling some kinda way. Why? Because you are GLOWING. You are radiant and beautiful and the love I see from and for your family is very, VERY apparent.
ReplyDeleteIt will be alright Princess. I promise.
Love,
Monnie
Oh, honey....
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry.Can we help? We're already praying for you!
Love you guys so much...
Ironically I read this just as we had a "hiccup" as well....and I just held on to the post. It gave me a little motivation to just keep holding tight cause he'd take care of it. And he did.....thanks for writing it. You helped me out and didn't even know it. :)
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